Wednesday, July 29, 2009

more therapy through mockery...


... and after it all, I saw the new Harry Potter. Achievements ran high.

Friday, July 24, 2009

the pumpkin room!

and as per request, here's my messy/cozy new room. why oh why wasn't i born a more organized person? yes, dad, i will eventually get a picture of the front of the house.

stupid not sleeping disease...

here it is... 6:23 am. what the hell am i doing up? falling asleep was a nightmare of stiff necks, twisted backs, restless legs and even more restless mind. eventually coaxed myself to sleep around 2 am, listening to a lois lowry audiobook, lying flat on my back with a pillow bunched under the base of my skull and my hands tucked into my armpits. woke up thrashing in the blankets at 5:45. ah well, let's look on the bright side. i got to see the sun rise... oh wait, no i didn't, it's too absurdly foggy and gloomy. that wasn't a very good job of bright-siding. in any case i did go to the roof with pekoe and stand around blinking into the mist for a while, which i suppose was poetic in it's own, foggy way. now i'm eating granola on my bed, slurping sanani and wishing i'd had the forethought to go partake of breakfast at boulange to reward myself for being up so early and for a change of scenery from these 4 walls. oh well, i really can't afford to eat out, maybe i'll go have, like, tea there later. anyway, here's my view of the (lack of) sunrise:

siiiigh. dammit, san francisco.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

further doodles...

the house is sort of together. pictures soon, i promise. my days feel sort of strung out and compressed, all at once... one of the less obvious downsides to not making any money off one's art (yet... yet!) is that i'm constantly brainstorming artistic pursuits, things i could make, etc. that MIGHT make money. this may sound like a good thing, but really it mostly seems to equal distraction, being overwhelmed and guilt at not achieving or pursuing everything. SHUT UP! SHUT UP AND PAINT, FOOL!

ahem...

anyway, here's a shoe. I've given up on trying to do as many of these for now... eating too much time. clearly i may have commitment issues. anyway, more doodles for your titillation coming up, one way or another.

hot.


...it's true.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

angst and doodling

drawing and self-mockery as therapy...yes.


Wednesday, July 1, 2009

shoe!

tuesday!
schadenfreude!
yes!